CHELLIS

溢れる涙　堪えきれずに

afureru namida koraekirezu ni

unable to hold back my flooding tears

流れ続ける　思いは彼方かなたへと

nagaretsuzukeru omoi wa kanata e to

my feelings keep flowing towards the distance

会いたいけれど　あなたはきっと

aitai keredo anata wa kitto

I want to see you but surely you

冷たく　嘲笑うだけなの

tsumetaku azawarau dake na no

will only sneer coldly

願い続けた　一つの思い

negaitsuzuketa hitotsu no omoi

I realized my single on-going wish

気付いていたの　逃げたくて

kizuite ita no nigetakute

wanting to run away

届けたいのに　伝えたいのに

todoketai no ni tsutaetai no ni

though I want you to find out what it is

もう　私を見てくれない

mō watashi o mite kurenai

won't you look at me anymore?

胸が　張り裂ける思いを

mune ga harisakeru omoi o

for a long, long time I have sensed

ずっとずっと　感じてたの

zutto zutto kanjite'ta no

a feeling that breaks my heart

蔑む視線を　感じて

sagesumu shisen o kanjite

I feel your look of disdain

ただ　堕ちていくだけ

tada ochite iku dake

and simply fall apart

溢れる涙　堪えきれずに

afureru namida koraekirezu ni

unable to hold back my flooding tears

流れ続ける　思いは彼方かなたへと

nagaretsuzukeru omoi wa kanata e to

my feelings keep flowing towards the distance

会いたいけれど　あなたはきっと

aitai keredo anata wa kitto

I want to see you but surely you

冷たく　嘲笑うだけなの

tsumetaku azawarau dake na no

will only sneer coldly

疲れ果ててる　感情は今

tsukarehatete'ru kanjō wa ima

my feeling of exhaustion now

小さな音を立てて　崩れていく

chiisana oto o tatete kuzurete iku

makes a small noise and crumbles away

捨てられたけど　私はずっと

suterareta kedo watashi wa zutto

I've been deserted but I will always

あなただけを　愛し続ける

anata dake o aishitsuzukeru

keep loving you alone

いつまでも　私を見ていて

itsumademo watashi o mite ite

I believe you will always look at me

そして　愛してくれるはずなの

soshite aishite kureru hazu na no

and then love me

たとえ貶められても　あなたには

tatoe otoshimerarete mo anata ni wa

even if you have contempt for me you

私の思いを　わかってくれる

watashi no omoi o wakatte kureru

will understand how I feel

裸足のままで　俯うつむいてた

hadashi no mama de utsumuite'ta

while barefoot I hung my head

痛みも何もかも　刻まれて

itami mo nanimokamo kizamarete

my pain and everything is engraved

それでも私は　歪いがむこともなく

soredemo watashi wa igamu koto mo naku

yet I don't change my course

一雫の涙だけを　流す

hitoshizuku no namida dake o nagasu

and shed only a single tear

暗闇の空に　輝いてる

kurayami no sora ni kagayaite'ru

it shines in a darkened sky

星の光を　愛おしそうに眺め

hoshi no hikari o itooshisō ni nagame

I gaze at the starlight affectionately,

行く宛てもなく　ただ立ち尽くし

iku ate mo naku tada tachitsukushi

stand still with nowhere to go, and

記憶の狭間へと　誘う

kioku no hazama e to sasou

invite it into the recesses of my memory

意識が少し　遠ざかってく

ishiki ga sukoshi tōzakatte'ku

I'm starting to feel faint

何も見えない　ただ寂しい思い

nani mo mienai tada sabishii omoi

I can see nothing; I just feel lonely

冷たくなった　体をそっと

tsumetaku natta karada o sotto

my body has become cold

誰かが　抱きしめてくれてる･･･

dareka ga dakishimete kurete'ru …

but someone is gently embracing me