だれかになれたら ♥ Dareka ni Naretara ♥ If I Could Be Someone

いつだって誰かを見て

itsu datte dareka o mite

I always look at someone

心がくしゃくしゃになっていく

kokoro ga kushakusha ni natte iku

and my heart crumples

僕に無いものばかりずるいよ

boku ni nai mono bakari zurui yo

It's unfair that I'm always lacking

見えないよ幸せな日々

mienai yo shiawase na hibi

I can't hope to see happy days

だんだん形がなくなって

dandan katachi ga nakunatte

They're gradually losing shape

誰でもいいよ愛してよ

dare demo ii yo aishite yo

Someone love me, I don't care who

青空　仰いでみても

aozora aoide mite mo

Even if I look up at a blue sky

心晴れないままで

kokoro harenai mama de

my heart stays gloomy

退屈な日々　得られないもの

taikutsu na hibi erarenai mono

Monotonous days, things I can't have,

多すぎて　毎日が辛くて

ōsugite mainichi ga tsurakute

so many that each day is hard

あの空のように　雲一つもない日々を

ano sora no yō ni kumo hitotsu mo nai hibi o

I wish I could spend some days

送れたらいいな

okuretara ii na

as cloudless as the sky above

この晴れない日々を

kono harenai hibi o

I'm stuck unable to get the courage

全部終わらせる　勇気も持てないままなんだ

zenbu owaraseru yūki mo motenai mama na n da

to bring all of these gloomy days to an end

いつだって僕は僕を

itsudatte boku wa boku o

I can't stand that I can never

愛せないまま嫌になっていく

aisenai mama iya ni natte iku

bring myself to love myself

無いものばかりで目を背けて

nai mono bakari de me o somukete

when always lacking, I look away

言えないよ　本当のこと

ienai yo hontō no koto

I can't say what's true,

いつでも言葉を誤魔化して

itsudemo kotoba o gomakashite

always saying things in pretence

愛してほしいだけなの

aishite hoshii dake na no

I only want to be loved

笑われることばかりで

warawareru koto bakari de

I'm always laughed at

思いを伝えられなくて

omoi o tsutaerarenakute

and can't convey how I feel

もっと素直に生きられたなら

motto sunao ni ikirareta nara

If only I could have lived more sincerely

きっと楽しい毎日だったよ

kitto tanoshii mainichi datta yo

surely every day would have been enjoyable

愛されたいの　こんな僕を愛してよ

aisaretai no konna boku o aishite yo

Love someone like me who wants to be loved

叶わないままで

kanawanai mama de

My wish stays unsatisfied

無性の愛なんて　そんなものは無い

mushō no ai nante sonna mono wa nai

For there's no such thing as asexual love

最初から分かってたから

saisho kara wakatte'ta kara

I knew that from the start

これからずっと　変わらない日々

kore kara zutto kawaranai hibi

Nothing will ever change from here

幸せを見いだせず　生きてく

shiawase o miidasezu ikite'ku

I live unable to find happiness

そんなの嫌だ　少しだけ足掻あがいてみて

sonna no iya da sukoshi dake agaite mite

I can't stand it like that, I'll try striving a bit

それでも駄目なら　この小さな世界

soredemo dame nara kono chiisana sekai

Still, if that doesn't work, I get the feeling

全部終わらせる　勇気が持てる気がするんだ

zenbu owaraseru yūki ga moteru ki ga suru n da

that I can't get the courage to bring all of this tiny world to an end

いつだって置いてかれて

itsudatte oite'karete

I'm always left behind,

いつだって裏切られるから

itsudatte uragirareru kara

I'm always betrayed,

さよならに意味なんてなかったよ

sayonara ni imi nante nakatta yo

so there's no point in saying goodbye

いつだって期待をして

itsudatte kitai o shite

I'm always hoping

いつだって馬鹿を見るの

itsudatte baka o miru no

yet always looking like an idiot

忘れられる僕のこと

wasurerareru boku no koto

You can forget about me