どうして君は静かに泣くの？ ♥ Dōshite Kimi wa Shizuka ni Naku no? ♥ Why Do You Quietly Sob?

息を止めてみる。

iki o tomete miru.

I try holding my breath.

どうして苦しいんだろう。

dōshite kurushii n darō.

Why is it hard to do?

息を吸ってみる。

iki o sutte miru.

I try breathing in.

どうして苦しいんだろう。

dōshite kurushii n darō.

Why is it hard to do?

一度は愛した人や歌が、

ichido wa aishita hito ya uta ga,

Why is it that you end up hating

どうして憎くなるんだろう。

dōshite nikuku naru n darō.

a song or person you once loved?

本当に忘れたいことだけ、

hontō ni wasuretai koto dake,

Why is it that the only thing you can't forget

どうして忘れられないんだろう。

dōshite wasurerarenai n darō.

are the things you really want to forget?

どうして後悔ばかりなの？

dōshite kōkai bakari na no?

Why am I full of regrets?

どうして静かに君は泣くの？

dōshite shizuka ni kimi wa naku no?

Why do you quietly sob?

私は今、ここにいるよ

watashi wa ima, koko ni iru yo

I'm here right now,

「貴方に届け」と願いながら

"anata ni todoke" to negai nagara

wishing "I hope you hear this".

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

どれだけ言葉を尽くしても

dore dake kotoba o tsukushite mo

No matter how many words I expend,

不器用な私は、

bukiyō na watashi wa,

awkward as I am,

伝わらない日々に涙する。

tsutawaranai hibi ni namida suru.

I shed tears each day without the message getting through.

嘘を吐くことは冒涜と同じ行為であり、

uso o tsuku koto wa bōtoku to onaji kōi de ari,

Telling lies might be the same as profanity,

裏切りより罪深いと、

uragiri yori tsumibukai to,

a worse sin than betrayal,

気付くのはすべて終わった後。

kizuku no wa subete owatta ato.

but you only realize it after everything's over.

不安で不安で仕方ないのに、

fuan de fuan de shikata nai no ni,

With issue after issue, it can't be helped.

悟られないよう余裕なフリして

satorarenai yō yoyū na furi shite

Yet acting relaxed like you can't figure it out,

何がしたいんだろう。

nani ga shitai n darō.

what is it you want to do?

私は十年前どんな風に

watashi wa jūnen mae donna fū ni

Ten years ago, how could I

貴方を愛していたでしょうか。

anata o aishite ita deshō ka.

have managed to love you?

今の私を見て貴方は

ima no watashi o mite anata wa

If you look at me, you'll

顔を歪めるのだろうな。

kao o yugameru no darō na.

probably contort your face.

救うわ。

sukuu wa.

I'll save—

この音で

kono oto de

with this sound--

私と、

watashi to,

my,

貴方の

anata no

and your

涙と、

namida to,

tears,

懺悔に狂った日々を。

sange ni kurutta hibi o.

and days crazy with repentance.

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

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「苦しまずに死ねる薬があったら飲むか」

"kurushimazu ni shineru kusuri ga attara nomu ka"

"If there was a medicine that would make you die painlessly, would you take it?"

という問いにYes、と答えてきた。

to iu toi ni Yes, to kotaete kita.

I've been answering Yes to that question.

何かに期待することに疲れて、

nanika ni kitai suru koto ni tsukarete,

Tired of hoping in something,

同じ繰り返しに飽き飽きして、

onaji kurikaeshi ni akiaki shite,

fed up with doing the same things over,

こんな日々に意味はないと、

konna hibi ni imi wa nai to,

with no meaning in such a life—

ずっと心で投げ出し続けていた。

zutto kokoro de nagedashitsuzukete ita.

that's what I've kept thinking all along.

だけど

dakedo

However,

操り人形だった私を、

ayatsuriningyō datta watashi o,

with me being a puppet on a string,

君が難なく解放したんだ。

kimi ga nannaku kaihō shita n da.

you let go of me like it was nothing.

これが「当たり前」であると、

kore ga "atarimae" de aru to,

It's what you'd "expect" someone to do,

さらりと君は言ってのけたんだ。

sarari to kimi wa itte noketa n da.

you said like it was an easy thing to say.

君の生き方に魅せられていた。

kimi no ikikata ni miserarete ita.

I was attracted to your way of life.

私は君になりたくなったんだ。

watashi wa kimi ni naritaku natta n da.

I wanted to be like you.

どうして分からなかった？

dōshite wakaranakatta?

Why didn't I understand it,

自分を受け入れ許すことを。

jibun o ukeire yurusu koto o.

to accept and forgive myself?

だから

dakara

Therefore …

救うわ。

sukuu wa.

I'll save—

この音で

kono oto de

with this sound--

私と、

watashi to,

the destination where my

貴方の

anata no

and your

誰にも

dare ni mo

impulses that we could show no one

見せない衝動の行き場を

misenai shōdō no yukiba o

are taking us.

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Pray to God

Pray to God

Pray to God

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

I pray to God.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Don't tell me cause it hurts.