from Y to Y

背中を向けて君は歩き出した

senaka o mukete kimi wa arukidashita

You turned around and walked away

交わす言葉も無いまま

kawasu kotoba mo nai mama

without us exchanging a word

揺れる心の中　子供のように叫んだ

yureru kokoro no naka kodomo no yō ni sakenda

My shaking heart was crying inside like a child,

行かないで　行かないで　ねえ･･･

ikanaide ikanaide nē …

"Hey don't go, don't go …"

背中を向けて僕は歩き出した

senaka o mukete boku wa arukidashita

I turned around and walked away

涙落ちる前に行かなきゃ

namida ochiru mae ni ikanakya

I had to go before my tears fall

幸せすぎるのは嫌いだと偽った

shiawase-sugiru no wa kirai da to itsuwatta

"I hate being too happy," I lied

強がって手放した理想の未来･･･ (未来･･･)

tsuyogatte tebanashita risō no mirai … (mirai …)

Feigning bravery, I let go of my ideal future …

取り戻せぬ願い･･･ (願い･･･)

torimodosenu negai … (negai …)

It's a wish I can never get back …

少し広く感じる　この狭いワンルーム

sukoshi hiroku kanjiru kono semai wanrūmu

My cramped studio apartment feels a bit too big

心の隙間を広げるようだ

kokoro no sukima o hirogeru yō da

like it's making the hole in my heart wider

少し長く感じる　ほんの一分一秒

sukoshi nagaku kanjiru honno ippun ichibyō

A mere one minute one second feels a bit too long

君と過ごせたら、と

kimi to sugosetara, to

"If only I could spend it with you …"

願うことさえ許されない世界なのかな

negau koto sae yurusarenai sekai na no ka na

Won't the world even allow me to wish?

たった一つの嘘でさえも

tatta hitotsu no uso de sae mo

Even a single lie

君の涙を生んでしまう

kimi no namida o unde shimau

can bring forth your tears

数え切れないほどの罪を重ねてきた

kazoekirenai hodo no tsumi o kasanete kita

My piled up sins are too many to count,

その手に触れたこと

sono te ni fureta koto

touching your hand,

君の隣でそっと生きようとしたこと

kimi no tonari de sotto ikiyō to shita koto

trying to live quietly by your side

今を一つ拾うたび　過去を一つ捨てるような

ima o hitotsu hirou tabi kako o hitotsu suteru yō na

It's like picking up a piece of the present means discarding a piece of the past

有限の記憶と時間の中

yūgen no kioku to jikan no naka

when time and memory are finite

そこに居座っただけの僕の存在など

soko ni isuwatta dake no boku no sonzai nado

My existence there of just dwelling with you

きっと君の記憶から消える

kitto kimi no kioku kara kieru

will surely fade from your memory

もう二度と戻れないの？

mō nidoto modorenai no?

Can't we ever go back to how we were?

ここは始まりか、終わりか

koko wa hajimari ka, owari ka

Is this the beginning or the end?

広いベッドで眠る夜はまだ明けない

hiroi beddo de nemuru yoru wa mada akenai

Nights of sleeping in a too wide bed never end

また一人で夢を見るよ

mata hitori de yume o miru yo

I'm dreaming alone again,

君の記憶を辿る夢を

kimi no kioku o tadoru yume o

a dream of trudging through your memories

数え切れないほどの罪を重ねてきた

kazoekirenai hodo no tsumi o kasanete kita

My piled up sins are too many to count,

その手に触れたこと

sono te ni fureta koto

touching your hand,

君の隣でそっと生きようとしたこと

kimi no tonari de sotto ikiyō to shita koto

trying to live quietly by your side

孤独の痛みで償うから

kodoku no itami de tsugunau kara

I'll make it up to you with the pain of my loneliness

君の記憶にそっと居させて

kimi no kioku ni sotto isasete

so let me stay quietly in your memory

変わらない気持ちでまた出会えたら良いね

kawaranai kimochi de mata deaetara ii ne

I hope we can meet again with our feelings unchanged

そして手を繋ごう

soshite te o tsunagō

When that happens, let's join hands

そのときまで

sono toki made

Until then,

「またね」

"mata ne"

"See you"