弱点 ♥ Jakuten ♥ Weakness

一歩踏み出す気力さえない

ippo fumidasu kiryoku sae nai

I lack the very will power to take a single step.

そのラインを超えて

sono rain o koete

Once I cross the line,

自我が保つはずもない

jiga ga tamotsu hazu mo nai

I doubt my ego would last.

でも誘惑な顔されたら

demo yūwaku na kao saretara

But if you make a seductive face at me,

意地悪なチクチクした言葉も

ijiwaru na chikuchiku shita kotoba mo

even your malicious, stinging words

夢の中で何度も何度も

yume no naka de nandomo nandomo

going over and over in my dreams

繰り返されてはうなされてしまう

kurikaesarete wa unasarete shimau

will make it a nightmare.

理想なんて壊しちゃいなと囁く

risō nante kowashichaina to sasayaku

You whisper, smash those ideals.

悪魔のような笑顔は暴力

akuma no yō na egao wa bōryoku

Smiling like the devil is violence.

プライドのかけらなんて無駄としても

puraido no kakera nante muda to shite mo

Even thinking that a fragment of pride gets me nowhere,

顔をあげて　笑い返せばいいよ

kao o agete waraikaeseba ii yo

it's OK to look up and smile back.

逃げられない

nigerarenai

I can't get away.

傷ついてしまうのが怖いのなら

kizutsuite shimau no ga kowai no nara

If I'm scared of getting hurt,

前を向いても自信がない　間違いない

mae o muite mo jishin ga nai machigainai

I won't be confident to look at you, no mistake.

見つめられたのなら崩れてしまう

mitsumerareta no nara kuzurete shimau

I want to hide that I'm so weak that

弱い自分を隠したい　だから愛しい

yowai jibun o kakushitai dakara itoshii

I'd fall apart if I get stared at. So I love you.

きっと力強く返せない

kitto chikarazuyoku kaesenai

I doubt I could return your smile confidently.

答え方も曖昧で

kotaekata mo aimai de

I make vague replies,

上手く流されてしまい

umaku nagasarete shimai

helpless against what's happening.

ふてくされた顔されても

futekusareta kao sarete mo

Even if you sulk at me,

噛み合わずにギスギスした居心地も

kamiawazu ni gisugisu shita igokochi mo

the more I'm conscious of the stiff feeling

意識するほどソワソワしちゃう

ishiki suru hodo sowasowa shichau

when we don't get along, the more restless I get.

休む暇もなく気疲れしちゃう

yasumu hima mo naku kizukareshichau

It doesn't let up—it's worn me out.

抑えきれない感情は重たく

osaekirenai kanjō wa omotaku

Before I'm overcome by uncontrollable emotion

吐き気が止まらなくなる前に

hakike ga tomaranaku naru mae ni

and I get the point of being sick,

その愚痴もその悪口も飲み込んで

sono guchi mo sono waruguchi mo nomikonde

I don't mind swallowing your grumbling and insults

私だけのものになれるならいいよ

watashi dake no mono ni nareru nara ii yo

and making them my own.

躊躇ためらわない

tamerawanai

I won't hesitate.

誰だって一度はすれ違うこともある

dare datte ichido wa surechigau koto mo aru

Anyone can have a misunderstanding once in a while.

でも君が選んだことなら後悔はしない

demo kimi ga eranda koto nara kōkai wa shinai

But given that it's your choice, I have no regrets.

その痛みを知ってなお泣いてしまうのは

sono itami o shitte nao naite shimau no wa

Finding out your pain and what's more crying about it,

いちばん大切に思ってる だから悩んでいる

ichiban taisetsu ni omotte'ru dakara nayande iru

it's because I care about you the most. That's why I'm troubled.

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まぶたを閉じても変わらないから

mabuta o tojite mo kawaranai kara

Shutting one's eyes doesn't fix anything, so

一呼吸を挟む息までバレたくない

hitokokyū o hasamu iki made baretaku nai

I don't want my feelings exposed until I've taken a breather.

傷ついてしまっても許されるなら

kizutsuite shimatte mo yurusareru nara

I sensed that if I'm allowed to get hurt,

前を向いても笑える気がした　間違いない

mae o muite mo waraeru ki ga shita machigainai

I can smile even I look right at you, no mistake.

見つめられたのなら崩れてしまう

mitsumerareta no nara kuzurete shimau

I want to admit that I'm so weak that

弱い自分を認めたい　だから愛しい

yowai jibun o mitometai dakara itoshii

I'd fall apart if I get stared at. So I love you.