消えない傷 ♥ Kienai Kizu ♥ Unhealing Wounds

怖い夢を見たんだ

Kowai yume o mita n da

I had a frightening dream.

誰も居ない場所で

Daremo inai basho de

In a place where there was no one

独り　うずくまっていた

hitori uzukumatte ita

I was huddled up alone.

いつだってそんな事が

Itsu datte sonna koto ga

I somehow always feared

現実ほんとうに起こりそうで

hontō ni okorisō de

that something like that

どこかで　おびえていた

dokoka de obiete ita

might happen for real.

どれだけ強がって見せては強がるほど

Dore dake tsuyogatte misete wa tsuyogaru hodo

The more I made out to be strong

心は　脆もろくなっていく

kokoro wa moroku natte yuku

the more my heart got easier to break.

そんな思い混ぜ込んでぐちゃぐちゃにして

Sonna omoi mazekonde guchagucha ni shite

Mixing in those feelings and making it a mush

笑顔を繕う

egao o tsukurou

I forced a smile.

君がそばに居てくれる　それが

Kimi ga soba ni ite kureru Sore ga

Although you being next to me

何よりも　嬉しい事なのに

nani yori mo ureshii koto na no ni

is the happiest thing for me,

どうしても消えない　不鮮明な傷

dōshite mo kienai fusenmei na kizu

nothing makes these indistinct hurts go away.

君がもし消えてしまったとしても･･･

Kimi ga moshi kiete shimatta to shite mo …

Even if, supposing, you disappeared …

そんなことばかり　考えては

Sonna koto bakari kangaete wa

When I think only of such things

いつの間にか　見えない壁が増えていく

itsunomanika mienai kabe ga fuete iku

before I know it, invisible walls multiply before me.

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いつか壊れてしまう物を

Itsuka kowarete shimau mono o

When you treat something that will eventually break

そっと　傷つけないように　大切にして

sotto kizutsukenai yō ni taisetsu ni shite

gently with care so that it doesn't get hurt,

残るものはいつも　虚しさと後悔と

nokoru mono wa itsumo munashisa to kōkai to

what is left is always emptiness and regret.

君がかけてくれた言葉が

Kimi ga kakete kureta kotoba ga

The words you sent my way

胸の中で灰色に溶けてく

mune no naka de haiiro ni tokete'ku

melt into grey inside my heart.

どんな言葉でさえ　

Donna kotoba de sae

No matter what the words

何も響かない

nani mo hibikanai

nothing gets through.

取り繕うための言葉でさえ　

Toritsukurou tame no kotoba de sae

There's not even any words left

もうここに無くて

mō koko ni nakute

for patching things up.

嘘にまみれた　全てを壊して

uso ni mamireta subete o kowashite

Smeared in lies, we break everything,

全部話して　二人別の道へ･･･

zenbu hanashite futari betsu no michi e …

and having said it all, each to our separate paths …

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