心の在処 ♥ Kokoro no Arika ♥ The Heart's Whereabouts

作り笑顔が気付かぬ内に得意になってた事、

tsukuriegao ga kizukanu uchi ni tokui ni natte'ta koto,

Getting good at faking a smile without even realizing,

鏡に映るその表情が嫌いな事。

kagami ni utsuru sono hyōjō ga kirai na koto.

hating that expression reflected in the mirror.

張り付いた笑顔で

haritsuita egao de

With a pasted smile, I think,

『笑ってないとね、独りになる気がしたの』

'waratte'nai to ne, hitori ni naru ki ga shita no'

'If I don't smile, I feel like I'll end up alone.'

その笑顔かえたいよ。

sono egao kaetai yo.

I want to change that smile.

「大丈夫だよ。」としか言えない

"daijōbu da yo." to shika ienai

Even though I'm someone

こんな僕だけど

konna boku da kedo

who only can say, "It's all right."

一人じゃないよ、独りじゃないよ。

hitori ja nai yo, hitori ja nai yo.

You're not by yourself, you're not alone.

温もりを信じる事は怖いけど

nukumori o shinjiru koto wa kowai kedo

I'm scared of trusting in warmth,

君が隠した心の在処、そっと教えて。

kimi ga kakushita kokoro no arika, sotto oshiete.

but please tell me the whereabouts of the heart you've hidden.

合わせる日々に慣れてく事で温度を見失った

awaseru hibi ni narete'ku koto de ondo o miushinatta

By getting used to how we see each other every day, I've lost sight of what's warm.

本当の声も、好きな自分も　消えてしまいそう。

hontō no koe mo, suki na jibun mo kiete shimaisō.

I might end up losing both my real voice and the me that I like.

赤くした目をして　大丈夫だよ。なんて

akaku shita me o shite daijōbu da yo. nante

With reddened eyes, I come out with "it's all right."

大丈夫じゃないから言うんだ。

daijōbu ja nai kara iu n da.

saying it because it's not all right.

その笑顔かえたくて

sono egao kaetakute

Wanting to change that smile,

「大丈夫」の先にある言葉を今も探してる。

"daijōbu" no saki ni aru kotoba o ima mo sagashite'ru.

I'm still searching for the words that come after "it's all right".

独りになんてなろうとしないで。

hitori ni nante narō to shinaide.

Don't try to be alone.

触れたいのに遠ざけて隠れて泣いて

furetai no ni tōzakete kakurete naite

Though wanting to touch, you distance yourself, hide and cry.

疑いや嘘を纏う仮面は割れてしまえ。

utagai ya uso o matou kamen wa warete shimae.

Let the mask that wears doubts and lies break.

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数え上げればきりが無いほど

kazoeagereba kiri ga nai hodo

If you try to count them up, there's no limit to

哀しみは溢れて君を覆うけど

kanashimi wa afurete kimi o ōu kedo

the sadnesses that overwhelm you,

君の本当の顔を見せてよ

kimi no hontō no kao o misete yo

but show me your true face

怖がらないで。

kowagaranaide.

without fear.

僕らは

bokura wa

We're

一人じゃないよ、独りじゃないよ。

hitori ja nai yo, hitori ja nai yo.

not by ourselves, we're not alone.

温もりに包まれ人は人間ひとになる。

nukumori ni tsutsumare hito wa hito ni naru.

Enveloped by warmth, a person becomes human.

君が抱えた記憶や過去を愛せます様に。

kimi ga kakaeta kioku ya kako o aisemasu yō ni.

May you get to love the memories and past you've carried.