メーデー ♥ Mayday

あぁ ひとりまた臥す

ā hitori mata fusu

Ah I lie down alone again

貴方の事なんか求めない

anata no koto nanka motomenai

I don't want the likes of you

あぁ 興味がない

ā kyōmi ga nai

Ah I'm not interested

そんな事もすべて

sonna koto mo subete

I blame all that stuff

他人のせいにさせて

hito no sei ni sasete

on someone else

白いシャツに乞う痕

shiroi shatsu ni kou ato

The scars from begging a white shirt,

もう何もいらないと

mō nani mo iranai to

the past when I believed

信じた過去を

shinjita kako o

that I don't need anything anymore,

揺れるカーテンの裏に閉じ込めた

yureru kāten no ura ni tojikometa

I locked it up behind a moving curtain

何年分だろう

nannenbun darō

How many years' worth is in there?

今に溢れ出す

ima ni afuredasu

It'll leak out any moment

明日になっても

ashita ni natte mo

Even when tomorrow comes,

「きっと明日は」

"kitto ashita wa"

I just repeat,

繰り返すだけ

kurikaesu dake

"Surely tomorrow will be ..."

足りないな 足りないな

tarinai na tarinai na

It's not enough, it's not enough

愛なんて確かめて

ai nante tashikamete

Sussing out what love is,

歪んだ蛍光灯と妄想と私

yuganda keikōtō to mōsō to watashi

it's distorted fluorescent lights and delusion and myself

窓が嘲　反射した

mado ga azake hansha shita

The grey voice scorningly reflected

灰色の声　確かメーデー

haiiro no koe tashika mēdē

by the window sounds like a mayday

ここはどこか

koko wa doko ka

Where is this place?

どこに行くのか

doko ni iku no ka

Where am I going?

♫

♫

♫

初期不良なんだ私は

shokifuryō na n da watashi wa

An initial failure like me,

だってほら間違ってる

datte hora machigatte'ru

see how I got it wrong

多分、愛したいんだ

tabun, aishitai n da

Perhaps I want to love

多分、これを否定して

tabun, kore o hitei shite

Perhaps I'm denying this

初期不良なんだ私は

shokifuryō na n da watashi wa

An initial failure like me,

だってほら間違ってる

datte hora machigatte'ru

see how I got it wrong

多分、愛したいんだ

tabun, aishitai n da

Perhaps I want to love

多分、これは肯定の唄

tabun, kore wa kōtei no uta

Perhaps this is an affirming song

♫

♫

♫

足りないな 足りないな

tarinai na tarinai na

It's not enough, it's not enough

愛なんて確かめて

ai nante tashikamete

Sussing out what love is,

歪んだ蛍光灯と妄想と私

yuganda keikōtō to mōsō to watashi

it's distorted fluorescent lights and delusion and myself

窓が嘲　反射した

mado ga azake hansha shita

The grey voice scorningly reflected

灰色の声　確かメーデー

haiiro no koe tashika mēdē

by the window sounds like a mayday

ここにいるのか

koko ni iru no ka

Am I here?