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恐いもの？別にないよ

kowai mono? betsu ni nai yo

Is there anything to be scared of? Not particularly.

大切なもの無い

taisetsu na mono nai

There's nothing I care about.

そりゃ、だったら無敵!!

sorya, dattara muteki!!

If it were so, that'd be unbeatable!!

本当は今にも壊れそうな心を

hontō wa ima ni mo kowaresō na kokoro o

Truth is, with my heart about to break any moment,

見栄で着飾って　ひた隠しにして

mie de kikazatte hitakakushi ni shite

I decorate it with pretension, doing everything to hide it.

強がるたびにまた　傷は深くなるから

tsuyogaru tabi ni mata kizu wa fukaku naru kara

Whenever I put on a brave front, my wounds deepen further,

嘘をついて慰めるだけだよ　

uso o tsuite nagusameru dake da yo

so I only lie to console myself.

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欲しいもの？別にないよ

hoshii mono? betsu ni nai yo

Is there anything I desire? Not particularly.

失うことの　悲しみを覚えてから

ushinau koto no kanashimi o oboete kara

Not after experiencing the sorrow of loss.

本当は今すぐ抱きしめたい想いも

hontō wa ima sugu dakishimetai omoi mo

Truth is, I even pick and choose the feelings

疑似で見繕って　大人のふりをして

giji de mitsukurotte otona no furi o shite

I want to fake right now and pretend to be mature.

見渡す世間また　痛む胸の刹那

miwatasu seken mata itamu mune no setsuna

The world I survey is another moment of my aching heart.

時にいつも単純な事なんだ

tokini itsumo tanjun na koto na n da

By the way, it's always a simple matter.

されどだ

saredo da

Be that as it may.

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時代や周囲を根こそぎ拾って

jidai ya shūi o nekosogi hirotte

When I pull up my era and my surroundings by the roots,

上手くいかないのを

umaku ikanai no o

blame them

それらのせいにして

sorera no sei ni shite

for things not going well,

神頼み金頼りを

kamidanomi kane-tayori o

replace reliance on prayers and wealth

美徳で置き換えて

bitoku de okikaete

with virtue,

都合良く浄化して　綺麗ごとにしては

tsugō yoku jōka shite kireigoto ni shite wa

conveniently clean them up and whitewash them …

本当と嘘の境界を見失って

hontō to uso no kyōkai o miushinatte

I tear myself away from the present that I spend without compassion,

無情に過ぎる今を　自らで断ち切って

mujō ni sugiru ima o mizukara de tachikitte

losing sight of the boundary between truth and lies.

まわりと比べて

mawari to kurabete

I compare with what's around me,

待ち侘びる明日や未来に

machiwabiru asu ya mirai ni

and do nothing but cling to tomorrow and the future

すがるばかり　そんなぼっちだ

sugaru bakari sonna botchi da

for which I wait impatiently. That's my loneliness.

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