歪の実 ♥ Wai no Mi ♥ Distorted Fruit

胸の中 蠢うごめく感情

Mune no naka ugomeku kanjō

I can't tell you about

君には言えない

kimi ni wa ienai

the emotions squirming inside me.

感覚は不気味にリアルで

Kankaku wa bukimi ni riaru de

The sensation feels uncannily real

意識ごと巣食すくう

ishiki-goto sukuu

and occupies all my conscious thoughts.

押し潰す喉は今夜も

Oshitsubusu nodo wa kon'ya mo

Again tonight, the throat I crush

僕じゃない名前を呼ぶ

boku ja nai namae o yobu

calls a name that is not mine.

もがいた君の手が

Mogaita kimi no te ga

Your struggling hand

滑り落ちた、するり

suberiochita, sururi

slumps down.

どうにかしてさ君が欲しいな、あぁ

Dōnika shite sa kimi ga hoshii na, ā

I want you at all costs, ah!

喘あえいだ渇望をひとつ残らず掬すくって

Aeida katusbō o hitotsu nokorazu sukutte

I can wish, can't I, that you scoop up

僕の苦悩少し分かって

boku no kunō sukoshi wakatte

every single craving I gasp,

望んで良いいんだよね？

nozonde ii n da yo ne?

and understand something of my anguish.

笑ってよ嘘でもいいから

Waratte yo uso de mo ii kara

Smile, I don't mind if it's a lie.

優しくなりたい

Yasashiku naritai

I want to be gentle.

君のこと強く想うほど

Kimi no koto tsuyoku omou hodo

The more strongly I feel about you

分からなくなるんだ

wakaranaku naru n da

the less I understand you.

君が唇を噛むから

Kimi ga kuchibiru o kamu kara

When you bite my lip,

血の味がじわり滲む

chi no aji ga jiwari nijimu

the taste of blood slowly seeps into my mouth.

差し出す僕の手を

Sashidasu boku no te o

I reach out my hand

拒み怯おびえ竦すくむ

kobami obie sukumu

but you turn it away, cringe and stiffen.

ごめんねなんてさ怒ってないよ、あぁ

Gomen ne nante sa okotte'nai yo, ā

Why say sorry, I'm not angry at you, ah!

涙の意味と理由

Namida no imi to riyū

I want to hear the meaning of and reason for

可愛い声で聞きたい

kawaii koe de kikitai

the tears with your cute voice.

こんなにも大好きだって

Konna ni mo daisuki da tte

"I love you so much,"

認めてくれるよね？

mitomete kureru yo ne?

you can tell me that so I'm sure, right?

本能に従順に

Honnō ni jūjun ni

Instinctively, meekly,

君の全てを知りたい

kimi no subete o shiritai

I want to know everything about you.

例えばもっとさ奥の方も、あぁ

Tatoeba motto sa oku no hō mo, ā

Even, like, what's deep inside you, ah!

呼吸の隙間だって

Kokyū no sukima datte

I won't let you ease up,

何も油断はさせない

nani mo yudan wa sasenai

even between your breaths.

ギリギリ保つバランス

Girigiri tamotsu baransu

You don't mind if I upset

崩して良いいんだよね？

kuzushite ii n da yo ne?

what I'm barely holding in balance, do you?