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私は歪ゆがんで消えて行く　

watashi wa yugande kiete yuku

I'm getting distorted and fading away.

これで明日が見れるんだ

kore de ashita ga mireru n da

This way I can see tomorrow.

生き物の心を落として　

ikimono no kokoro o otoshite

Having lost a living thing's soul,

戻れ、戻れ、戻れ

modore, modore, modore

go back, go back, go back.

夢は夢で終わらせよう　

yume wa yume de owaraseyō

I'll let the dream end as a dream

愛に未練を持つ前に

ai ni miren o motsu mae ni

before I get too attached to love.

無情の箱に囚われても　

mujō no hako ni torawarete mo

Even if I get caught in a heartless box,

それで、それで良いいんだ

sorede, sorede ii n da

that'd be, that'd be fine.

何処どこまでも響き渡れよ　

dokomademo hibikiwatare yo

Reverberate everywhere,

つまり聞こえずに足踏み

tsumari kikoezu ni ashibumi

that is, walking on the spot without being heard.

耳鳴りで痛くなくなる　

miminari de itaku naku naru

Ringing in the ears will stop the pain.

儚はかない、儚はかない涙

hakanai, hakanai namida

Fleeting, fleeting tears.

壊された脳味噌の味で　

kowasareta nōmiso no aji de

With the experience of a ruined brain,

朦朧もうろうの儘まま、動けないや

mōrō no mama, ugokenai ya

not in my right senses, I can't move.

自ら溜息を塞いで　

mizukara tameiki o fusaide

Block your sighs by yourself.

人のいない街へ

hito no inai machi e

On to an empty town.

汚れた名をずっと求めろ　

yogoreta na o zutto motomero 　

Ever seek a soiled name

何時いつでも天そらへ散れるように

itsudemo sora e chireru yō ni

so that any time you can disperse into the sky.

誤魔化ごまかし続け出来ちゃった　

gomakashitsuzuke dekichatta

Give up on your empty heart

空っぽの心臓を諦めろ

karappo no shinzō o akiramero

that was able to keep fooling you.

罪から罪悪を吐いて　

tsumi kara zaiaku o haite

From sin, spit out vice,

痛覚神経に嫌われ

tsūkaku shinkei ni kiraware

being hated by pain nerves;

私が見つけた最後は　

watashi ga mitsuketa saigo wa

Surely no one will know

きっと誰にも届かない

kitto dare ni mo todokanai

the ending I found.

夢は夢で終わらせよう　

yume wa yume de owaraseyō

I'll let the dream end as a dream

恋の出血が止む前に

koi no shukketsu ga yamu mae ni

before love's bleeding stops.

息をしているのに死んで行く　

iki o shite iru no ni shinde yuku

Although I'm breathing, I'm dying.

思考に、毒が足りない

shikō ni, doku ga tarinai

Poison alone can't deal with my thoughts.

何処どこまでも響き渡れよ　

dokomademo hibikiwatare yo

Reverberate everywhere.

私はここでお仕舞いよ

watashi wa koko de oshimai yo

As for me, it ends here.

泣きたいのに哭なけない目よ　

nakitai no ni nakenai me yo

Eyes that cannot weep though I want to cry,

留まれ、停まれ、止まれ

tomare, tomare, tomare

stop, halt, cease.

聞こえないふりを続けろ　

kikoenai furi o tsuzukero

Continue pretending you don't hear

ハリボテさえ燃やせるように

haribote sae moyaseru yō ni

so you can even get to burn the facade.

転がり続け崩れた　

korogaritsuzuke kuzureta

Recall the one signal

一つの合図を覚えろ

hitotsu no aizu o oboero

of continued fall and collapse.

忘れられた体迷い　

wasurerareta karada mayoi

My forgotten body has lost its way

亡者を殺しに来た雨

mōja o koroshi ni kita ame

and the rain has come to kill the deceased.

私を描いた未来は　

watashi o egaita mirai wa

I suspect the future I planned

元から空からの筈はずなんだ

moto kara kara no hazu na n da

was empty from the start.

汚れた名をずっと求めろ　

yogoreta na o zutto motomero

Keep seeking a soiled name

行き場の無い未来を待って

ikiba no nai mirai o matte

waiting for a future with nowhere to go.

誤魔化ごまかし続け出来ちゃった　

gomakashitsuzuke dekichatta

Have a go at accepting the fake brain

偽物の脳を認めてみろ

nisemono no nō o mitomete miro

that was able to keep fooling you.

一人きりの鬱うつを叫び　

hitorikiri no utsu o sakebi

I'll shout of one person's depression;

そこで死んじゃえパラノイア

soko de shinjae paranoia

let paranoia die there.

私がいなくなる夢を。

watashi ga inaku naru yume o.

Let the dream that I cease to be—