ハートの主張 ♥ Hāto no Shuchō ♥ Insistence of the Heart

壊れてた優しさが涙を流してる

kowarete'ta yasashisa ga namida o nagashite'ru

My broken kindness is shedding tears.

どうして言えなかったのかな

dōshite ienakatta no ka na

Why couldn't I say it?

「嫌いだわ」指差し誰かが笑う

“kirai da wa” yubisashi dareka ga warau

“I hate her,” someone points their finger and laughs.

狙われた的はうつむいた

nerawareta mato wa utsumuita

The target they were aiming at hung her head

合わせてた悪口ため息ばかり

awasete'ta waruguchi tameiki bakari

while they just slander and sigh

あっちにこっちに頷いて

atchi ni kotchi ni unazuite

and nod to one another.

どれほどの痛み超えて大人になるの？

dorehodo no itami koete otona ni naru no?

How much pain do we go through to grow up?

傷ついて震えてる

kizutsuite furuete'ru

Hurting, she trembles.

隠したハートの高鳴りが

kakushita hāto no takanari ga

I hid the words the rising beat

伝えたかった言葉

tsutaetakatta kotoba

of my heart wanted to tell.

弱くて怖くて逃げる

yowakute kowakute nigeru

Weak and scared, I flee.

壊れてた優しさが涙を流してる

kowarete'ta yasashisa ga namida o nagashite'ru

My broken kindness is shedding tears.

どうして言えなかったのかな

dōshite ienakatta no ka na

Why couldn't I say it?

テレビから聞こえた誰かのセリフ

terebi kara kikoeta dareka no serifu

I heard someone on the television say,

「嫌ってばかりじゃつまんない」

“kiratte bakari ja tsumannai”

“It gets boring if all you do is hate.”

好きな事好きな物引っ張りだして

suki na koto suki na mono hipparidashite

I pulled out the things I like and want to do

迷いと不満を脱ぎ捨てた

mayoi to fuman o nugisuteta

and threw away indecision and dissatisfaction.

教室のドアを開けて大きな声で

kyōshitsu no doa o akete ōkina koe de

I opened the classroom door and said in a loud voice,

「このままじゃダメだって」

“kono mama ja dame da tte”

“This has to stop, I say!”

溢れたハートの泣き声は

afureta hāto no nakigoe wa

The cries bursting out of my heart

空回ってるかもね

karamawatte'ru ka mo ne

might not take me anywhere.

それでも誰かに届け

soredemo dareka ni todoke

Even so, let them reach someone.

壊れてた優しさにおかえりって微笑む

kowarete'ta yasashisa ni okaeri tte hohoemu

I welcome back my broken kindness with a smile.

後悔ないけど･･･ないけど

kōkai nai kedo … nai kedo

I have no regrets, but … I don't, but …

やっぱりこうなる気はしてた

yappari kō naru ki wa shite'ta

I thought it would turn out like this.

標的が変わり独りぼっち

hyōteki ga kawari hitoribotchi

The target has changed and is all alone.

私だけが世界ここに居ない

watashi dake ga koko ni inai

I'm the only one not present in this world.

でもなんだか不思議と怖くない

demo nandaka fushigi to kowaku nai

But somehow, strangely, I'm not scared.

今の私は嫌いじゃない

ima no watashi wa kirai ja nai

I don't dislike how I am right now.

うつむくのは今日まででいいや

utsumuku no wa kyō made de ii ya

I've had enough of hanging my head down.

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どれほどの痛み超えて大人になるの？

dorehodo no itami koete otona ni naru no?

How much pain do we go through to grow up?

ねえ誰か教えてよ

nē dareka oshiete yo

Please, someone, tell me!

リアルなハートを詰め込めば

riaru na hāto o tsumekomeba

If I put my real heart into it,

受け止めてくれるの？

uketomete kureru no?

will you accept what I say?

誰かを信じていたい

dareka o shinjite itai

I want to trust someone.

壊れてた優しさがありがとうって微笑む

kowareteta yasashisa ga arigatō tte hohoemu

My broken kindness says thank you with a smile.

慣れない言葉に照れるんだ

narenai kotoba ni tereru n da

I feel shy about words I'm not used to saying.

助走始める準備はOK?

josō hajimeru junbi wa OK?

Am I ready? I start to run the race

振り向かないで信じる方へ

furimukanaide shinjiru hō e

in the direction I believe in without looking back.

新しい出会いがある

atarashii deai ga aru

New encounters await.