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雨が降り注ぐ窓の外

Ame ga furisosogu mado no soto

Outside the window the rain pours down.

キミの名前指でなぞった

Kimi no namae yubi de nazotta

I traced your name with my finger.

今はだれと一緒にいるの？

Ima wa dare to issho ni iru no?

Who are you with right now?

誰を見つめているのだろう

Dare o mitsumete'ru no darō

Who might you be gazing at?

どれだけ願っても

Dore dake negatte mo

No matter how much I wish,

君の隣に立てないのならば

kimi no tonari ni tatenai no naraba

if I can't get to stand next to you,

切り取った想いを

kiritotta omoi o

I would've liked the shreds of my feelings

溶かすことができたらいいのに

tokasu koto ga dekitara ii no ni

to melt away, yet …

優しい嘘で傷つけて

Yasashii uso de kizutsukete

Hurt me with a gentle lie.

今はほんの少し君の近くに

Ima wa honno sukoshi kimi no chikaku ni

To be near you now even for just a bit.

せめて夢の中だけで

Semete yume no naka dake de

If only in my dreams at least,

名前を呼ぶことをゆるして

namae o yobu koto o yurushite

let me call your name.

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雨は強く切り裂いてゆくの

Ame wa tsuyoku kirisaite'ku no

The rain keeps slashing away

キミとのつながりのすべてを

kimi to no tsunagari no subete o

at everything that links me to you.

絡み合わなくなった歯車

Karamiawanaku natta haguruma

Gears that have stopped interlocking

二度と廻ることはない

nidoto mawaru koto wa nai

will never turn again.

憎もうとするほど

Nikumō to suru hodo

As much as I try to hate you

愛しい気持ちがあふれ出るから

itoshii kimochi ga afurederu kara

the feeling that you are dear to me overflows out of me.

キミヘの気持ちなど

kimi e no kimochi nado

So I would have liked to forget

忘れてしまえたならいいのに

wasurete shimaeta nara ii no ni

all of my feelings for you, yet …

甘い時で溺れさせて

Amai toki de oboresasete

In a time of sweetness you let me drown,

今は本当はわかっているから

Ima wa hontō wa wakatte iru kara

and now I understand the truth, so

せめてせめて

semete semete

at least, at least

ただ一度だけでも僕の名前を･･･

tada ichido dake de mo boku no namae o …

even if only just once, call my name …

いつの日にかこの想いが

Itsu no hi ni ka kono omoi ga

Even if one day this feeling

消えて無くなっても

kiete naku natte mo

disappears and is lost,

僕の中のキミは

boku no naka no kimi wa

the part of you inside me

ずっと　あの時のまま

zutto ano toki no mama

will always be like it was then.

どうかどうか笑っていて

Dōka dōka waratte ite

Please please keep smiling,

今以上に

ima ijō ni

more than you are now.

どこか知らない星の下で

Dokoka shiranai hoshi no shita de

Somewhere under an unknown star,

キミが笑顔ならいいんだ

kimi ga egao nara ii n da

I hope you're smiling.

伝えられなかったあの言葉が

Tsutaerarenakatta ano kotoba ga

Those words that I couldn't tell you

今も胸の中もがくの

ima mo mune no naka mogaku no

are still squirming inside my heart even now.

だから唇の形だけで言うわ

Dakara kuchibiru no katachi dake de iu wa

So I'll just say them with my lips,

「大好きだった」と

“Daisuki datta” to

say “I loved you.”

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