あめもよう ♥ amemoyō ♥ sign of rain

当たり前だった筈はずの傷口が痛みを感じ始めた

atarimae datta hazu no kuchikizu ga itami o kanjihajimeta

What I thought was a simple wound started hurting.

誰の所為せいでもない貧血を恨むだけの日々だ

dare no sei demo nai hinketsu o uramu dake no hibi da

I'm spending my life resenting an anaemia that's no one's fault.

只一つ染み渡る冷たい加工の雨

tada hitotsu shimiwataru tsumetai kakō no ame

Just one penetrating chilly processed rain

混ざって行く水溜まり、映った僕の姿はもういない

mazatte iku mizutamari, utsutta boku no sugata wa mō inai

mixes into a puddle, in whose reflection I no longer appear.

又雨が降ったら消える世界

mata ame ga futtara kieru sekai

A world that will fade when rain starts to fall again.

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当たり前だった筈はずの心の隙間が崩れ去ったんだ

atarimae datta hazu no kokoro no sukima ga kuzuresatta n da

What I thought was an ordinary lapse in my heart crumbled to nothing.

誰かが救ってほしい、なんて届かない空回りだ

dareka ga sukutte hoshii, nante todokanai karamawari da

Asking for someone to save me is a pointless exercise.

只一つ繰り返す機会が出来るなら

tada hitotsu kurikaesu kikai ga dekiru nara

If I could make just one chance to do something again happen,

蕩とろけた幻に壊れるまで溺れていたい

toroketa maboroshi ni kowareru made oborete itai

I would want to drown in an illusion of calm until I fall apart.

痛い　夢に流されて止まる心拍

itai yume ni nagasarete tomaru shinpaku

It hurts, my heartbeat is carried away by a dream and stops.

血を吐け、鬱を生んだ空が笑う前に

chi o hake, utsu o unda sora ga warau mae ni

Let me spit out blood before the sky that gave birth to depression smiles

背を向けたあの感覚を忘れないように

se o muketa ano kankaku o wasurenai yō ni

so that I don't forget that sensation that I turned away from.

いたい　形も無く散って至る未来

itai katachi mo naku chitte itaru mirai

I want to be there, a future that will arrive without shape or form.