SnowDust

好きでいるのが辛いだけなら

suki de iru no ga tsurai dake nara

If loving me is so tough on you

嫌いになればいいのに

kirai ni nareba ii no ni

then I wish you'd hate me.

奪われるのも辛いだけなら

ubawareru no mo tsurai dake nara

If losing me is so tough on you

どうして会いに行けないの

dōshite ai ni ikenai no

why can't you go see me?

隣に君のいない小道を

tonari ni kimi no inai komichi o

Walking along this path without you beside me

歩いてやっと気付いた

aruite yatto kizuita

I finally realized.

離れ離れは始まっていた

hanarebanare wa hajimatte ita

Our going separate ways had begun.

ずっともうバラバラでしょう

zutto mō barabara deshō

Surely all along we were already growing apart.

「あたりまえ」が簡単に消えることを

"atarimae" ga kantan ni kieru koto o

When I complain without knowing

知らないままに嘆く僕は

shiranai mama ni nageku boku wa

that "ordinary life" can disappear so easily,

守られるだけの子供ガキだね

mamorareru dake no gaki da ne

I'm just a sheltered brat.

冬が来て　冷え込んだその

fuyu ga kite hiekonda sono

When winter came and I caressed

体の隅を　端を　撫でたら壊れて

karada no sumi o hashi o nadetara kowarete

nooks and edges of your frozen body, it broke.

我儘な　一人涙は満足ですか？

wagamama na hitori namida wa manzoku desu ka?

Are you satisfied with selfish tears alone?

最後にもらった希望さえ　なくしてた

saigo ni moratta kibō sae nakushite'ta

I was even losing the the hope I obtained at the end.

押し付けられた電話越しにも

oshitsukerareta denwagoshi ni mo

On the other side of the phone call you forced on me

零す吐息を拾って

kobosu toiki o hirotte

I noticed the sighs that escaped you

懐かしいその声が紡いだ

natsukashii sono koe ga tsumuida

and the kind words formed

優しい言葉が痛いの

yasashii kotoba ga itai no

by your familiar voice were painful.

「さよなら」の一言なら簡単でしょう？

"sayonara" no hitokoto nara kantan deshō?

A single word of "goodbye" would've been simple, right?

……そんなの無理と、分かってたよ。

…… sonna no muri to, wakatte'ta yo.

…… I get it, it was unreasonable to expect.

今度は僕が会いに行くよ

kondo wa boku ga ai ni iku yo

This time I'm going to see you.

駆け出して　ほら何度でも

kakedashite hora nandodemo

I race to you, and however many times

道に迷えば　戻って　またやり直すよ

michi ni mayoeba modotte mata yarinaosu yo

I lose my way, I'll go back and try again.

下手ッぴな　地図を頼りに

hetappi na chizu o tayori ni

Relying on a crude map

君の心にチャイムを鳴らすよ

kimi no kokoro ni chaimu o narasu yo

I'll ring a chime in your heart.

泣きそうな　冬の空

nakisō na fuyu no sora

The winter sky looks like it's about to weep.

死にたいくらい　苦しいんだよ

shinitai kurai kurushii n da yo

It's so painful I feel like dying.

君も僕から逃げないで

kimi mo boku kara nigenaide

You too, don't run away from me.

飛び込んで　腕の中へとおいでよ

tobikonde ude no naka e to oide yo

Come, jump into my arms.

僕が今度はあなたを守るよ

boku ga kondo wa anata o mamoru yo

This time I'll look after you.

またハルに　芽を抱くような

mata haru ni me o idaku yō na

Then in spring, a winter flower will envelop everything,

真っ白にセミもモミジも

masshiro ni semi mo momiji mo

summer cicada's and autumn leaves included,

すべてを　包んでく　フユノハナ

subete o tsutsunde'ku fuyu no hana

in a pure white that embraces spring buds.